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2030-11-13 06:12 pm
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absolutely fully capable

shakti, she/her or they/them, 18
ao3: permutative / twt: permutative / cc: axiomatic / listo: permutative
if we're mutuals on twt feel free to trade users/journals!

DIRECTORY )
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2020-12-27 09:47 am

moving journals

self-reflected and was like maybe i shouldn't keep the same username i used when i was 16? especially now that i'm not interested in nct at all... anyways i'm [personal profile] permutative so feel free to add me there! 
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2020-12-24 12:51 pm
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what if i-land was set in 2018?

another day, another thought experiment. bear with me on this one

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2020-12-21 06:10 pm
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i-land thoughts (part 2)

so i finished i-land part 2 today, so i guess it's time to... have some thonks?

general comments:
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lineup thoughts:
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eliminations:
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favorite moments:
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dynamix:
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2020-12-15 08:49 am
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i-land thoughts (part 1) + txtha tinhatting

some [well, a lot] of iland thoughts and some txtha tinhatting inside. i’ve only watched about halfway through episode 7, aka i know the lineup for part 2 but haven’t seen any part 2 dynamics yet. disclaimer that this is 100% my opinion, everything in kpop is fake, if you disagree with me that’s great but please don’t hate me <3 just talk to me instead <3 i love disagreeing with people and actually discussing things instead of getting passive-aggressive cc asks <3

I. SHOW STRUCTURE
what i like
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what i dislike
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TRAINEES
i-land top 12
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favorite flop trainees
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DYNAMIX?
general thoughts
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shipping
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friendship
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random other things
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TINHATTERY
i’m going to admit that this was the main reason i got into enhypen in the first place… i was just interested in shipping heeseung with taehyun. but now i’ve seen the error of my ways and also conned myself into stanning enhypen in the process so??? jokes on me?

beomgyu/heeseung
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taehyun/sunghoon
yeah, so these two don’t know each other at all from what i know. so what follows is only a hypothetical explanation of why i like the two of them together…

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heeseung/taehyun
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kai/sunoo
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taehyun/beomgyu/heeseung
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taehyun/heeseung/sunghoon
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in conclusion: sorry for this insanely long-winded iland post, i have a lot of thoughts clearly. <3
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2020-12-09 09:24 pm
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favorite lines i've written this year

because i don't need twitter likes to determine how many favorites i have!!! also i hate threads. this is very self-indulgent and unnecessary and i don't care

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2020-12-05 08:19 pm
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can you feel the rush fic commentary !!

sorry for this extremely long and self-indulgent fic commentary post… idk why i’m like this T_T

I. ACTUAL COMMENTARY
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II. OUTTAKES
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III. WRITING PROCESS
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IV. CONCLUSION
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2020-11-25 09:11 pm
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A PREDICTABLE STORY WOULD BE SUCH A BORING ONE: A TAEHYUN/BEOMGYU MANIFESTO

“unstoppable enfj meets immovable estp”

— kaia

“2pick shipping gone wild”

— shakti

“taegyu r ,,, they're just so fucking Good . they're like when u pull on the hoodie strings of ur almost crush and they get annoyed but they keep wearing the sweater afterwards just in case u pull them again ,,, u Know???”

— mira


this manifesto is dedicated to the relationship & dynamics of choi beomgyu and kang taehyun of tomorrow x together (txt). txt is a boy group under bighit entertainment that debuted in march of 2019; they’re well known for having
amazing songs, really long korean titles, and… honestly i’m not sure where i was going there, but these boys are really, really sweet.


for more information on txt as a whole, i would definitely recommend checking out
this primer. disclaimer: everything is 100% my opinion and, like, everything in kpop is fake anyways n___n
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2020-11-20 12:30 pm
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some taegyu/txt vlives i've watched recently

i've never really watched vlives before but i'm on the hunt for some taehyun & beomgyu lore (partly because of my conversation with lav about her taegyu fic, partly because i'm trying to figure them out myself, partly because i am so deprived of taegyu that... yeah...) so here we go. also this post wouldn't exist without kaia's help w/ finding stuff to watch so ^^ i appreciate that as well... i hope this is readable but honestly it's kind of a mess TAT

PART ONE: TAEHYUN & BEOMGYU LIVES
taehyun and beomgyu! talking to each other! )


PART TWO: TAEGYU-ADJACENT/MISCELLANEOUS
not completely about taegyu but i watched for tinhatting reasons )


PART THREE: CONCLUSION
some final taegyu thoughts )
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2020-11-13 04:49 pm
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[abandoned wip] heart versus mind

heart versus mind
nct, lee donghyuck/mark lee, rated t, 8.7k

“It is amusing, is it not,” Mark says, out of breath with sweat shining on his face, “that they dressed you up as a fragile, delicate flower, but—”

“But even roses have their thorns, my prince,” Donghyuck replies. In a sleek, single movement, he disarms Mark and presses the blunt side of his blade up against Mark’s clavicle.

Author's Notes
some context )

Part One
He understands, now, why Donghyuck's royal name is Haechan. He's the full sun, brighter than anything else Mark has touched. )

Part Two
No, Donghyuck is the most cunning of them all--smart enough to wear his heart on his sleeve, to win over people, and sly enough to never show what lies underneath. )
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2020-11-12 02:23 pm
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txt song lyrics that make good titles

inspired by ash's posts about good fic titles TTATT

not comprehensive, but i really did try )
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2020-11-11 05:47 pm
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so-so, lose control commentary & outtakes

this fic makes me kind of angry/disappointed but at the same time it was definitely an experiment writing-wise, so... let's get into it

heart not giving in )

i think editing is rlly killing me sometimes, like it just takes so long for me to edit my work and... in terms of nanowrimo or whatever i think it's def slowing my output TT but at the same time my fics would be so much worse otherwise/editing really allows me to reflect on what's working and what isn't. so u win some, u lose some
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2020-11-07 09:04 pm
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your empty gift-box eyes commentary

i have a strange amount of thoughts/feelings about this fic for something that is SO SHORT and i also have can't shut up disease and need to stay off of twitter so.... instead i'll ramble into the dw void <3

origin story:
how it all started )

some things i like:
positivity or whatever )

some things i'm insecure about:
some concerns )

random other things:
miscellaneous )

im pretty sure like maybe 5 people total will read this fic & idk if it's even that good JKHSADJLK BUT it scratched that itch for me and it's my first txt fic so i'm just going to count it as a success!
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2020-10-10 10:16 am
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2020 writing goals

general goals
  • don't die over college applications [edit 11/4: currently struggling]
  • 65k end of year word count [edit 11/4: ~36.7k so far.... heeee]
  • successfully finish fic exchange fics without dying [nct secret santa]
  • successfully participate in fic fests without dying [little wonder, done]
  • some sort of holiday/valentine's day advent [nvm, taegyu binoculars instead]
  • successfully switch to different ao3 account [changed my u/n which is close enough, so done]
  • nanowrimo [meh wrote 37k/50k]
wip goals 
  • finish acadec!au even if it kills you [done]
  • nomin 25 lives au, post on my birthday [posted part 1 on birthday, done] 
nct goals (modified 11/4)
  • chensung please
  • beomgyu x renjun or soobin x jeno or jaemin x yeonjun 
  • (if time) markhyuck week fic [no longer give a crap abt markhyuck...]
  • nomin uni au ft. misunderstandings, north carolina/texas pandering, heejin/hyunjin, ummm [changed idea into taegyu fic, took out the nc pandering hahaha]
  • yeonjun (???)/jaemin social media au ft. material wealth vs love, LA influencer culture, literally just pandering to myself... jaemin being superficial yet still having so much love to give............ [nvm i am not writing this.]
txt goals
  • fill up the taehyun/beomgyu void... they are not just a side pairing in my eyes [yes]
trope goals
  • modern royalty
  • post-breakup
  • enemies to lovers
  • jaemin being a complicated asshole [done?]
  • write a fic set in korea without breaking out in hives over possible inaccuracies [done]
  • math team au... before they age out of it. quickly


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2019-05-17 09:17 am
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[OLD] work-in-progress list

concept / pairing / current wc / goals

maybe i'll write?
aaea: kumon / markhyuck
aaea: math team / 2jin ft. jaemjen 
30 day otp challenge or trope bingo?
eastside! au - hyunjin/jaemin
markhyuck soulmates...
long-distance discord
epilogue to liar's paradox where they have a First Time
markhyuck divination/hogwarts au
markhyuck breakup au
nomin where jeno got hot

my forever unfinished wips most likely
fwb! au / yuwin / 5.3k 
fake-dating / yuwin / 3k
heart vs mind / markhyuck / 10k




 
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2019-03-29 08:45 pm
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2019 Writing Goals

Writing Goals 1/5/19

done with these )

Updated Writing Goals 3/29/19
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2019-01-11 06:18 pm
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Yearly Word Counts

2015: 22.3k
2016: 8.5k
2017: 44.5k
2018: 5k
2019: 130.3k